last entry oR next entry Nny is withdrawn 2010-09-23 @ 3:46 a.m. - 2010-07-28 @ 2:44 p.m. Nny is longing for the idealized simplicity of arranged marriages and divorces being as easy as stating "I divorce thee" three times in public. Constitution 2010-07-24 @ 6:00 p.m. Nny is considering finally setting some rules for himself, by way of something like a Constitution. Rules that may mirror certain moral standards, but are being set in place to avoid awkward, embarassing, or worse situations from befalling him. - 2010-07-11 @ 12:34 a.m. Nny needs sleep. He's had very little of it lately. I'll let him explain it further when he gets the chance. And the truth will... 2010-07-05 @ 11:50 p.m. ...Set something in motion. Nny is coiled with energy and doesn't have an outlet for it. "In a shoebox labeled 'Burn'" 2010-07-04 @ 4:57 a.m. Okay, shoebox is an understatement. Nny burnt two large boxes worth of love letters, photographs, mementos, holiday cards, friendly letters, notes from friends, driving directions, and the boxes they'd been stored in. He'd started this cleansing at midnight, after unloading the second hearse load of belongings, and also after setting up his weight bench and working out for a bit. After reading through quite a few notes, letters, printed out copies of emails, all from the same source, he'd finally gotten through the first box at a quarter til two. Nny apologizes for any debris remaining in the fire pit. Nny would also like to give a heads up that the bothersome neighbors, upon their return from watching fireworks (most likely), mistook Nny for Kyle and approached him tryin to be all social like. Nny told them he wasn't trying to be rude, but that he wasn't in a mood for talking. They didn't seem to take that too well, but still slunk back to their trashy yard without Nny having to say anything more. Nny didn't keep track of how long it took going through the second box. It was mostly full of love letters and mementos from high school relationships. Nny had meant to burn these items so very long ago. Nny made sure to pay attention to just whom it was from, but did not read them. It also contained poetry of someone who Nny had considered a friend back then, but as she has barely ever responded via the social networking sites and ignores / refuses friend requests, Nny didn't bother to reread these poems. He did read one short one that spoke of how people tell you to never change, as if who we are is some definite thing like a toaster, but some toasters get broken and can never be repaired. It was a lot more eloquent, but the sentiment has stuck with Nny tonight. All that Nny saved from the two boxes were some of his poetry that was mixed in and non-incriminating photos. Well, Nny hopes they aren't anyways; it was dark so he didn't get a chance to go through them. Why tonight of all nights? Well, Nny had spotted the burn boxes while he was working out, knew there was a fire pit, and figured what better time to cleanse himself of emotional baggage in search of peace of mind and freedom of sanity than on Independence Day? last entry oR next entry last five entries: Nny is withdrawn - 2010-09-23 - - 2010-07-28 Constitution - 2010-07-24 - - 2010-07-11 And the truth will... - 2010-07-05

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